I want to writte down my journey from day to days...week to weeks and even year to years that I've passed..So when I look at it again, I will still remember and give praisses to Almighty Father fir His amazing work in my life..so that others may know that they can also taste and see the goodness of my Father..

Friday, September 30, 2005

September 28 - 29,2005

it' been exactly a year since i left a place that i love so much
a place that bring me closer to my Creator
a place that made the biggest changes in my life...
so many...in fact too many memory i can't let go
still stick so close in my heart and mind
the air that i breath
the pathway that i walked
the places that i went too
the cars that i jump in too
the transportations
the ups and down i went trhough
the laugh and tears i've shared
oh...goodness....
so manyyy... and still stick so fresh in my mind
i Thank God, He allow me to go to that place
i Thank God that i had to leave that place earlier than i thought
i Thank God that He put me now in a new place
which i'm sure will bring a closer experience to God
so that i can be a blessings for others
ua ua ua...
miss that place so much!!!
miss PERTH so much!
miss Australia so MUCH!
it's springs now...and it's the nicest seasons of all
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
hopefuly one day i can go there again...
miss u guyz so much!
miss our fellowship
miss our prayer times
miss our crazy time
miss our coffee time
miss our breakfast, lunch, dinner and supper hehehe
miss our fights
miss our shopping time
miss our hectic time at uni
miss everything about PERTH!
c u guys soon..
maybe..
hopefuly around june/july or even october next year
i'll be wearing my graduation suits
HAHAHA.. CAN'T WAIT
^_____________________________________^

Monday, September 19, 2005

LeSsOn

thanks to u
i've learn great lessons today... lessons that it was forgotten

dOn't walk the way that u are not sure yet...
dOn't try to convince urself and others if u didn't get the confirmation from Above
dOn't oBey ur flesh...be obiedience even though it hurst u so much!
dOn't play with fire if you don't wanna get ur heart burned
dOn't regret the past because it was there to teach u to be perfect
dOn't hate a person because u or he did something wrong
dOn't blame a person if it was ur mistakes too
dOn't hold tight the things that is not meant to be for u
dOn't push things, circumtances and or someone to follow what u want
but above all...
dOn't forget the love that set u free
the love that was and will able to forgive
because forgiveness is like realising a prisoner
forgiveness is like loving God more than urself
and then...
the broken pieces of ur heart
will turn to be something whole...
just like a glass that fell like crystals
He pick it up and make it whole...
formed it into a beautiful piece of art

cry out to Him.. He always listens
rejoice and greatful in ur prayers... He always care and loving
stand tall and be brave...He always there for u even when u can't feel His presence...

thank u...

Saturday, September 17, 2005

Jesus Loves you and me ^.^

have you ever wondered why were you created?
have you ever questioned why bad things happened in your life
and wish if it could be more fair for you?
and for the many things happened in your life...
have you ever regreted that moments and wish it never happened?
i did...
in fact so many times in my life i was complaining...
i even questioned the tears and trial i had to go through...

but i forgot to ask these...
have you ever questioned why good things happened in your life?
have you ever asked your self why you smile or even laugh at happy and even sad moments?

from the questions, i realize something..
that the answer was simply so easy...
it's because God loves me and you...
He give good things because He love you and me
He put a smile and we can enjoying laughing, because He loves us so much
and even in our trial He put a smile and strength in our heart,
it's because He loves us...
the trial we faced didn't come from Him...
but He allows it because He wants us to learn
and be a strong and beautiful children in His eye..
and do you believe this?
If you are beautiful in His eyes...for sure you'll be beautiful for
every people surround you...

my friends...
i know that we faced many up and down situation
sometimes we said that this is not fair for us...
but God was never un-fair
trust me...
Bad and good things in your life happened because of His glory only...
so you can share His goodness to other and others can feel His love and grace through your life
and it's because He wants to give answer to people through your life
so that every tounge...
every nations
every tribes
every heart
every knee
every mouth
will acknowledge Him as the King of kings
will praise Him above every thing
will bow only to Him

some of you might not understand this... nevermind i'll pray for you
some may think, i am crazy... nevermind i'll always pray for you
but there is a God who loves you so much
more than love itself
and He wants to be with you in every step you take...
be strong my friends and trust Him...
He loves you tooo much!
and He loves me too ^_^ thank GoD ^.^

Monday, September 05, 2005

dOh!

suka....